Mental illness is not set in stone.
A while back I wrote a blog post about my journey with mental illness. I talked about my struggles with anxiety and depression and how I had sought help to get through these issues after trying to help myself and not quite succeeding. Last year I had some troubles again. Around October/November I had another bout of depression which really knocked me back. But what surprised me was not that I had another bout of depression - that's happened before and I have dealt with it - what surprised me about it was the completely different feelings that were associated with it this time around. If you'll indulge me, let's take a step back and I'll explain how we got to this point. In February 2018 I ruptured my Achilles while sparring with a couple of mates, I knew as soon as it happened that I'd done my Achilles, I just felt it go. It was annoying but I worked my way through it and got back to training. Way too early as it happens. I went back to trainin...